How do I start this off?
Well hello guys. I know I've been gone for a long time and sadly this post is only for two things one to let you guys know what's happened and why I've not been here.
As Mike knows. I deal with major depression with manic episodes. Well back last year around Sept/Oct things caught up with me and I have been in a major down spell since thing. At the end of Oct. I lost my job because of it, I went from making around $4000 - $5000 a month to nothing over night. I was always the person that was helping people out and didn't value money for what it could do for me as much as what it could do to help people. As long as my needs were met I was ok.
After everything went down I realized it was time for me to restart filing for disability which I was originally supposed to have been on when I was 17 but backed out because I didn't want to admit I needed help. Now I realize that I have to humble myself and accept that I should reapply so that's what I'm currently in the process of doing.
With all of that being said I have missed you guys, but just haven't been able to be around.
Now here is the sad reality. I've finally ran out of what money I had saved and still no source of income and am currently facing eviction in 8 days. So this leaves me looking at a new chapter in my life.
As some of you know I am also a performance poet and have toured in the past. I was able to support myself doing so. So my plan is to live full-time on the road, I just need to trade or sell my bike my trailer and my SUV for a RV. I'm looking for a Class B style RV as it's small enough I could park anywhere and use as a daily driver since I would be on the road all the time and would need to do a lot of parking lot camping. So yeah looking for a Class B camper van style.
I do hate to get rid of my baby, but I know this will be the best option for me to survive and not be homeless as I will be able to take my home with me
People always say think of a time when you were the most happiest and well for me those times have always been when I was on tour.
If you do know anyone who might be interested in a trade or to buy I would need to be able to make sure if I sell it's enough to cover getting the camper. I have found one that I could easily buy if I can sell my bike.
Anyway I do have mad love for you all, and sorry I've not been around, hope you understand.