When I broke bones dirtbiking, I wasn't sure if/when I could get back on the thing.
Once I was healed enough (well, IMO, maybe not the doctors) I tried riding. Not my usual balls to the wall, fly down the trails and up the steep hills stuff, but even then, I couldn't believe I had second thoughts about not riding again.
If it's in you to ride again, you will ride again.
Glad you're atleast thinking about it. And I wish you and your family all the best.
AKA: Tim & 'The Adventure Cycle' VROC #24567, NEVROC, SteelCity VROC
"When life throws you curves,
Aim for the apex."